wontbeprivateforthatlongprobably. x
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A list of what I want more of.
God
Sleep
Music
Tea
Books
Sunsets
Creativity
Long Walks
Laughter
Hugs
Kisses
Road Trips
Adventures
Fun
Friends
Love
Movie dates
Cuddling
Iv got a lot of work to do. Oh, and I can no longer be close friends with will. I don’t think he is good for me. I have to wipe that slate clean along with some other people I have called friends over the years. Just unhealthy relationships. I don’t know how imma explain this to Will, but it has to be done. (sigh)
Excuses.
| The following is how I picture a face-to-face conversation between God and me. | |
| Me: | I know its been a while... |
| God: | Yeah. |
| Me: | So I'm not going to make an excuse this time. |
| God: | Okay. |
| Me: | I just don't know why it's been so difficult lately. |
| God: | You said you wouldn't make an excuse. |
| Me: | I'm not, but- |
| God: | There you go again. |
| Me: | Seriously, I'm only trying to understand what's been going on for myself. |
| God: | That's your problem. It's not about you understanding it by yourself. If you're praying to me about it, then it has to be about us working together on it. |
| Me: | Then why does it seem like every time I do look to you for help, I end up in the same place again. |
| God: | Because I'm not saying I'm going to do everything for you! You're not a child anymore. You know what you have to do. |
| Me: | |
| God: | |
| Me: | |
| God: | |
| Me: | I've been so busy- |
| God: | No excuses. |
| Me: | I'm tired. |
| God: | No excuses. |
| Me: | I'm annoyed with church. |
| God: | No excuses. |
| Me: | Fine, I just don't want to alright! |
| God: | There we go. What are you afraid of? That it won't work? That I'm going to tell you to settle? That once you're golden I'm going to tell you to go to the other side of the globe? What is it? |
| Me: | I guess it's that I don't know if I'm enough. |
| God: | No excuses. |
#Truth
Until we, as a generation, realize that a romantic relationship will not fix or complete our lives, we will remain broken.
(Source: corycopeland, via raintoreachthesun)
Benedict Cumberbatch and Martin Freeman in Sherlock… I really enjoy this show.
(Source: saddest-summer)
